When I was much younger, in my head I felt that all I needed was just to be seen and heard. At some point, I struggled to be seen and heard, I felt insecure with my own space and I always wanted to be the center of attraction.
I remember back in the day I would pretend that I was busy so that I would have that demeanor of hardworking and excellent or maybe even sorted for.
It’s been over 8years since I craved these things, now I am really busy. I don’t have to pretend anymore. Everyone sees me and I’m like, and so what?
What do I do with the fact that I am seen or that my voice is heard and listened to? What do I do with this greatness that I have been craving for?
When I started sending out these letters in September 2021, I felt like if just 100 people would read it every week then I would be so happy. Guess what? over 600 people read this mail every week and now I’m like, and then what?
This has been my musing for a couple days now, what do we do with all this greatness when it finally comes?
I need a reason to keep writing to you every week and I would find that reason. You know this is the amazing thing about vulnerability, we get to talk about it. I’m loaded with a whole lot of work, and I’m thinking of dropping this newsletter project.
This doesn’t mean I’m no longer interested in writing you, but if there’s no why, then it doesn’t make sense.
Feel free to reply this letter because I can’t wait to hear from you. Enjoy.
Thank you for this comment
One thing is you inspired me to start a newsletter but you I started because I knew I had things to share with people.
So, what am I looking for? I am looking for a platform where I can pass important messages(my thoughts, God’s stand on a lot of things, my opinion etc) across to people who enjoy reading like I do and I can proudly say I have gotten this through sending my letters.